My talk with God

 I wrote this as a conversation between God and I, I start off by telling God my thoughts and struggles and the 2nd part is what I believe what God would say back. I used the bible for God's answer.

My talk with God  

Me: 

I am mad Lord, I am mad that I feel like nothing goes right and when I try hard to do good bad happens. 

I feel like I make one step forward and 5 steps back.

I feel like I am stuck on pause in life as other people life goes forward.

I feel like I am a waste of space and I am useless. 

I hate myself and most days i hate my life. 

I hate that I get sick a lot. 

I hate that I have a lot health problems that have to take medicine for. 

I hate that I have no real friends. 

No one I can real talk to or come to if I need to. 

I hate that I am no where close I thought I would be at this age. 

I hate that my prayers don't get answered and I wonder if you even hear me and are you even listening. 

I hate that most of all is I feel like I am alone sometimes and I fear that the little family and support I do have will be taken away from me. 

Robbed from me without warning and then I will not just sometimes feel alone I really will be. 

I hate that I can’t take care of myself and depend on my family way too much. 

I hate that I feel so stupid, uneducated, and dumb. I have a lot of complains and things that I don't get or understand. 

I Need you Lord HELP ME 

Lord:

My child I hear you

I am listening I hear your cry and your prayers.

I have a plan for you and you are not a mistake or a waste of space. 

I made you predestined you I called you as my own, 

Before made in your mother womb I created you in my own image and I am all things good and I am perfect and you are my child. 

Know that I don't make mistakes so you can't be one. 

I have put your dreams and desires in your heart and I want to give them to you. 

Have faith that I am on your side and no weapon formed against you shall prosper. 

Know my love that you are my masterpiece And I am proud to call you mine. 

I loved you with a everlasting love and will love and kindness I will keep loving you. 

I will never leave you or forsake you. 

I am your God and your loving father. 

I want what is best for you I want you to have life in abundance to the full to it overflows. 

I want to shower you In my love and grace. 

I love you and want you to feel love. 

I am here for you and always will be. 

I want you health, wealthy, whole nothing missing nothing broken. 

I have come so you may have life and have it more abundantly. 

Yes I will heal you and make you whole. 

Just keep believing in me and my words that I promised you. 

You are made strong with my power you are unstoppable and can do anything with me on your side which I am always on your side. 

I adore you and always will. 

I will never stop loving you even when you sin or turn away from me. 

So don't fear I am with you and I didn't give you the spirt of fear but of power and love and a sound mind. 

I am all knowing and all powerful nothing is too hard for me. 

No situation, No sickness, No sin ,No person or thing can get in the way of me loving you. 

You yourself can't make me stop loving you. You can turn away, run away from me and stop believing but my love with be with you. 

I will be with you. Nothing can even come between us. 

For you are my child and you are very very precious and I value you. 

I want nothing but good for you. I

 will bless you and give you the Desires of your heart. 

Trust in me have faith that I have a plan and that your present time will not be worthy to be compared to the glory that will be revealed in you. 

So you may not understand everything that happens in your life because my ways are higher than your ways and my thoughts are higher than your thoughts. 

So trust that I am in control and have your best interest in mind. 

Believe  Have faith  Don't give you on life  Don't give up on yourself  But most of all don't stop believing in me 

Your loving father God 

Bible Scriptures Used 

Romans 8:18 

  For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us.  

2 Timothy 1:7 

For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind. 

Deuteronomy 31:6 

Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you.” 

Jeremiah 29:11 

For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. 

Jeremiah 31:3  

The Lord appeared to us saying: I have loved you with an everlasting love; I have drawn you with unfailing kindness. 

Isaiah 54:17 

No weapon formed against you shall prosper, And every tongue which rises against you in judgment You shall condemn. This is the heritage of the servants of the Lord, And their righteousness is from Me,” Says the Lord. 

John 10:10 

The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly. 

Psalms 37:4 

Delight yourself also in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart. 

Matthew 19:26 

   Jesus looked at them and said to them, “With men this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.” 

Jeremiah 30:17 

For I will restore health to you And heal you of your wounds,’ says the Lord, 

Ephesians 2:10  

For we are God’s masterpiece. He has created us anew in Christ Jesus, so we can do the good things he planned for us long ago. 

Jeremiah 1:5  

Before I formed you in the womb I knew you; Before you were born I sanctified you; I ordained you a prophet to the nations.” 

Deuteronomy 28:6 

Blessed shall you be when you come in, and blessed shall you be when you go out. 

Ephesians 3:20 

God is able to do exceeding, abundantly above all you can ask think or imagine  

Isaiah 41:10 

Blessed shall you be when you come in, and blessed shall you be when you go out. 

John 14:27  

Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid. 

Romans 8:38-39  

For I am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.