I wrote this as another conversation between God and me, I start off by telling God my thoughts and struggles and the 2nd part is what I believe what God would say back.
Me:
Lord, there are so many doors that I feel are closed to me.
Doors that I believe can make me happy.
Jobs, relationships, and opportunities that are unavailable to me.
I don't get it, Lord, I thought that you want me to be happy,
so why do I feel like no door will open?
Doors to success, doors to new great opportunities, doors that won't open.
Lord:
Doors that I believe can make me happy.
Jobs, relationships, and opportunities that are unavailable to me.
I don't get it, Lord, I thought that you want me to be happy,
so why do I feel like no door will open?
Doors to success, doors to new great opportunities, doors that won't open.
Lord:
My beautiful child, know I love you with an everlasting love.
I want the best for you and have good plans for you, plans for your good, and your happiness plans for you to prosper.
I am all-knowing and I know your future and it is bright.
Any door that is closed, I closed for your good.
I make all things work together for your good because I love you.
I only want good for you.
I want you to prosper and have life in abundance to the full until it overflows.
An overflow of greatness, an overflow of success and I know you have wants and dreams but I can do exceeding abundantly above all you ask think or even imagine.
You may have plans that you think are so unreachable or so big.
I say think bigger and better there is nothing too hard for me.
Keep your dreams, nothing is unattainable I am God your father and I want to give you the desires of your heart.
Now about the doors that you feel are closed and can't open the relationships and opportunities.
I know what will happen if the doors open and I see how you can get hurt, the doors being closed is my protection.
The relationships I closed are years saved from being around people that you don't need in your life people that would hurt you.
The opportunities that I closed are because I have better opportunities for greater plans.
If you went through the wrong door you would miss out on my plan trying to achieve your own.
Think of it like this you are in a safe place trying to get into a door that will lead to a fire 🔥.
I don't want you to get burned or hurt so I locked it out of love.
I have a better door that is wide open and is waiting for you to walk through.
This door is better than the locked door and has better opportunities and relationships and it is better for you.