Poison

You're a drug I kept taking
A poison in my veins that I keep with me  
You're a bad dream. I keep dreaming,
Keeping me up, and I can't sleep  
I know you are the reason  the reason why I doubt myself  
When I think of my worst decision  
I think of you  for I know you are wrong for me  
I know you, and I aren't meant to be  
But I still trying to be next to you  
Tell me why I keep taking this poison 
Your love is like a drug 
And when on that high  
I feel like I could touch the sky  
But what comes up must go down  
And that high comes crashing down  
You say you love me, but your actions say different  
the words feel good  
and I dream of the day the words feel real  
not sure how I got here  
Telling people I fell or tripped  
You see how you hurt me  
Do you care, or does it please you?  
To know you can treat me this way  
I think of the day this poison is not in my life  
The drug may at times feel good  
We have happy moments of joy  
I stay for the good times and wish there were more  
Will I ever leave?  
Or will you be the end of me? 
  
To the person reading this:
 Know that You are important and you don't have to stay, 
You deserve a good healthy, loving relationship.  
You deserve real love, and real love will never put you down or lay hands on you 


Remember 1 Corinthians 13:4-8 
Love is patient 
Love is kind,  
It does not envy, 
 it does boast, 
 it is not proud, 
it does not dishonor others, 
it is not self-seeking, 
 it is not easily angered,  
it keeps no record of wrongs, 
 love does not delight in evil, 
but rejoices with the truth, 
 it always protects,  
always trust,  
always hopes,  
always perseveres, 
 Love never fails. 





Just a thought


If I laid down and never woke back up and If I died today.  

What have I done?  

What can I say that I am proud of?  

This is a big question that comes to my mind sometimes.  

Can I leave now and knowing that I have truly lived, traveled, loved and enjoyed life?  

Can I leave knowing that I have made many accomplishments?  

NO! NO I can't  

but I am glad that I do wake up each morning 

after I lay down to sleep, 

and I get a new day a new chance to live, love and enjoy life to the fullest.  

So even if I may not be where I thought I might be. 

I know that as long as I am alive there are still time to achieve my goals, 

go after my dreams and really live a life worth living!  

There is always hope for a better future and as long as I live, I will strive for a better one!     

  




Will you give yourself to Jesus


Will you give yourself to Jesus? 

Will you say the sinner's prayer? 

And mean it with all your heart  

If you did, you would see that's just the start 

The start of a new life with God as a father 

A loving Father who keeps and helps you along your life 

accepting Jesus will do you no harm  

So why not try Him for yourself  

And see that I am not wrong  

He is a great Father and friend 

He is everything I need and want 

He supplies it all for me  

And if you try Him you will see 

That Christ is all you need 




God's message to you

I want you to believe,  
believe that dreams come true 
I want you to believe  
like I believe in you 
nothing can change  
my thoughts for you 
I love you  
and I know that you've been through ups and downs 
trails do come your way 
but have faith in Me (YOUR GOD) 
just like I have faith in you 
I have faith that you will walk in your destiny 
and become all that I created you to be 
my smart, beautiful child 
know that, I AM LORD  
I am on your side 
So, you will not just make it through life 
You will strive, you will succeed 
know that I am with you  
You just got to Believe