Poison

You're a drug I kept taking, 

A poison in my veins that I keep with me  

You're a bad dream. I keep dreaming,

Keeping me up, and I can't sleep  

I know you are the reason  the reason why I doubt myself  

When I think of my worst decision  

I think of you  for I know you are wrong for me  

I know you, and I aren't meant to be  

But I still trying to be next to you  

Tell me why I keep taking this poison 

Your love is like a drug 

And when on that high  

I feel like I could touch the sky  

But what comes up must go down  

And that high comes crashing down  

You say you love me, but your actions say different  

the words feel good  

and I dream of the day the words feel real  

not sure how I got here  

Telling people I fell or tripped  

You see how you hurt me  

Do you care, or does it please you?  

To know you can treat me this way  

I think of the day this poison is not in my life  

The drug may at times feel good  

We have happy moments of joy  

I stay for the good times and wish there were more  

Will I ever leave?  

Or will you be the end of me? 

  

To the person reading this:

 Know that You are important and you don't have to stay, 

You deserve a good healthy, loving relationship.  

You deserve real love, and real love will never put you down or lay hands on you 

Remember 1 Corinthians 13:4-8 

Love is patient 

Love is kind,  

It does not envy, 

 it does boast, 

 it is not proud, 

it does not dishonor others, 

it is not self-seeking, 

 it is not easily angered,  

it keeps no record of wrongs, 

 love does not delight in evil, 

but rejoices with the truth, 

 it always protects,  

always trust,  

always hopes,  

always perseveres, 

 Love never fails.